i left my cow in the trashcan

Here I come rumbling again.

Exams in one week! *sobs*
Everybody wants to study.
A wants to study, B wants to study,
and it happens that I want to study as well.
But there are unfinished businesses
always lurking nearby
grabbing me around the waist,
the leg, the wrist.
So when you say, "I wanna study"
please spare a thought for me
coz I wanna study too (NOT LIKE I DO NOT WANT TO).
Maybe help to ease a bit of the(not only mine?) burden?
Instead of everybody brushing off with
"I want to study"

I WANT TO STUDY too. Thank you.

End of rumblings.

posted by gracie @ 2:55 PM

A picture speaks a thousand words...
























*Learning Jap isn't easy...
*pulls hair*


























*flooded with Jap words...


























*flooded with ATC materials
*pulls hair*
*sulks*
*sigh*


























*my comfy study area
*only I can find my way thru this heap...



























*my dear roomie typing away...
*type type type

posted by gracie @ 1:52 AM

I have come to HATE DREAD it.
today I think emotionally I was near to collapse..
maybe physically I can still take it.
after all it's just going all over NTU under the hot sun.
I feel like I was alone, nobody's helping, or even attempt to help.
I feel like everything was only me and her. then the rest..
just floating around?

214 term essay due tmr.. not yet a single word.
204 write up due this week.
writing class portfolio due this wed.
jap listening n oral next week.
booths to man this weekend.
tell me how much can a human take?

it wasnt a result of ONE day.
it's a result of a few weeks.
getting me to do this to do that
when has one offered to/ attempted to lend a hand?

and YOU this dear head of a school.
YOU just made my day even worse.
thank you for complaining.
your complains were indeed useful.
Don't YOU know basic courtesy?
to think you head a school.

thank you to those who made my weeks real bad.

posted by gracie @ 5:02 PM

looking thru cute icons.. these are the ones I like!







*crazie! (funny!)








*blur














*sweet












*suave :)












*where's my grilled chicken??




Haha! Off to do my 2000 word report! *poof*

posted by gracie @ 11:00 PM

I wanted to upload pictures.
BUT IT DOESNT LOAD.
YUCKS. MAKING ME MAD.

Anyway, I'm blogging again.
In the wee hours of the night...
and I have lesson at 9.30am!
Wells, I already look like a panda anyway.

Yummy today I had Sakae buffet!
The cheesecake gang got together once again...
and we bought similar cheesecake slippers after the buffet.
First time I had such a hilarous time eating...
it felt like those times again.. when there's no stress
only fun and laughter and food!

I like chawanmushi :))

posted by gracie @ 3:20 AM

Do I sound/act overly positive sometimes??
I think I do.
Well, when I'm in normal but stoning mood I look depressed.
I think I'm looking older n older n older.
Lost that youthful glow around my cheeks,
lost that genuine bubbly me.

Age has caught up, I think.
Do I allow my body to grow old,
yet I'm still a babe who drinks milk?
どこへもいきません。(nowhere to go)
only ahead, coz this race hasnt ended yet.

Take heed my friends, run like the wind.
I hope we're all in the same place right at the end.

posted by gracie @ 1:31 AM

Disney On Ice.

Wow. What can I say. 20 years of my life and this is the first time I've watched DOI. Haha... see I'm not those lucky kids whom parents will spend money to go watch such shows. Well, it was nice!!! My favourtite segment was Mulan, coz the skater was cool and it was most entertaining as a whole. For Nemo and the Lion King, it's kina weird coz the characters were skating around in weird looking costumes that are quite ugly, especially Simba. Simba looks hideous. I think I'll cry if I saw him 15 years ago. Haha. Some toddlers cried coz they were too scared at one point or another.. perhaps the sound effects scared them.

I concluded the kids love The Incredibles the most. And Toy Story. Cinderella, Snow White, and Aladdin are totally not their era.. but I love them! Reminds me of the days when I will pop over to my neighbour's house and watch all the Disney cartoons. That's like 15 years ago. wow.

I guess no matter when, Disney does have a place in all of our hearts.

posted by gracie @ 1:57 AM

I just saw something that didnt appeal to my aesthetics. I expected something better or at least acceptable looking. BUT, well... I wonder if my expectations are too high. I GUESS NOT. To put it simply, the website is ugly! Argh I cant stand ugly things. (THINGS)

ok end of my grumbling. gonna be real busy this week with school, atc, omc, zion convention and work. I wonder how I'm gonna meet the deadlines for my 204 and 214 projects/essays. I wonder when I can start studying for my exams. I wonder how things will turn out after I survived this week, otherwise termed as 'Hell Week'. Guess this kinda week happens every sem. Last sem was 3 essay deadlines plus studying for tests/quizes in a week.

Brings me back to the point of - WHO SAYS UNI MORE SLACK??? ahahahaha.. but am getting used to it now. it's ok coz He's with me! Today I just saw how He worked in my life again:) An initial night of 2 assignments and publicity stuff which may just jolly well take up a whole night is reduced to 1 assignment and extended deadline for my publicity stuff. Yay! Who says He doesnt listen?? *beams from ear to ear*

I know at least I wont be crushed tonight.

posted by gracie @ 1:16 AM

shan.wanny.yimyiu.kiaying.xue.yiling.huiyi.mich.ruai.yuanting.
megan.jaz.minghui.vivian.sherlyn.boonwee.lydia.zhiwei.yuwei.
merbra.weisheng.jeremy.huijie.eugene.hinlun.samantha.yuenling.
alex.eileen.siangping.steven.denis.chongmeng.meiqi.jiayi.quanli.
wenhua.allan.deting.meina.liena.sarah.wenhui.pastoryang.
ching.adel.yvonne.mrpang.mrsayers.mrsamuellim.mrtay.mrquek.
msfoo.mrsgoh.mstan.wgy.jiada.jiahui.wenjing.yexiang.huiling.

thanks.

posted by gracie @ 1:15 AM

7 signs that you are normal

1. your hall neighbour wears thermal underwear
2. your hall neighbour has everything pink- from shoes to luggage
3. your male tutor has long hair, a tattoo and puffs his life away
4. your male tutor is a qigong master
5. your prof is on leave since the beginning of last sem
6. your school mate eats dirty green seaweed for lunch
7. your pantry mircowave exploded coz someone tried to mircowave an egg

posted by gracie @ 5:38 PM