i left my cow in the trashcan

All those memories began to unfold.

You were there talking to me about sailing after o's. We agreed on how we will conquer the MJ sailing team but we didnt.
You told me about your backpacking dreams and so did I. But you wanted Asia first while I wanted Brazil.
You helped lift me outta the dhs sch gate in the early hours so the whole gang of us could go watch the sun rise.
You laughed your head off when I went off in the wrong direction towards mac donald's.
You paid for ice-cream you had with me and shan and I swear it was one of the best I ever had.
You and I always complained about bloody math, those never-ending Fs.
You teased and laughed at the four of us whenever we were on the mrt ride home.

You know, when I saw you lying there today, it seemed like you would wake up and say you were kidding us and give that spastic smile.

posted by gracie @ 10:53 PM

Inside those tears, I smiled. I smiled because you finally let go, with all those you loved beside you and telling you it's ok to do so. It broke my heart having to say good bye to you but it saddened me even more watching you painfully hold on. Those memories of you remain deeply within me and I wanna say you have been so brave and I am proud of you.  Rest in peace.

posted by gracie @ 8:22 PM

Pronounce "ghoti". Bet everyone's gonna say "gho-tee". Nope! It's pronounced as "fish". haha.. anyway "ghoti" is not a real word.  Interesting eh? (dont doubt me, it's indeed pronounced as "fish")
 
I wonder how sometimes the unhappiness buried inside me can surface again. But at the next surface, somehow the pain's not as intense. Maybe it's fading away. I dont want it to completely fade away though, because the memories may go away too. Those memories may hurt but if they are gone I may never feel that way about him anymore.

posted by gracie @ 12:17 PM

Happy Birthday Jazreel! and Theo!

Watched Brotherhood today. It made me cry like 4 times? At last it left me sobbing. Everyone should go watch! Touching film, great actors and also the Korean war was significant in modern world history. Haha.. But I must say Won Bin is super cute in the movie even when his face was covered in soot and blood. He acted really well too. Hmm, this movie is classified as NC-16 which I think they shouldnt coz the war scenes werent exactly horrifying or violent. The scenes were comparable to Band of Brothers. Most importantly, the film brought out the theme of brotherhood which teenagers should be exposed to. Hmm, the emotional impact far exceeded the brutality of war. Anyway, the war should be depicted as it was.

posted by gracie @ 6:01 PM

I am beginning my hist revision for Paper 1. Samuel Lim is always so cute and nice and I really appreciate what he has been doing for our history cohort. He's so dedicated and he makes hist lessons interesting and lively. Hmm if Ms Menon still reigns, probably my hist wouldnt have gone this far.

Was thinking about my JC life these one yr plus. Hmm really had fun at SAJC, but one good thing about going to VJC is taking up history. History's the best thing that happened to me at VJC including the pals I made and all the magnificant history knowledge and skills I mastered(yea sort of) within this period. Haha.. and looking things from so many perspectives and getting to know cool hist teachers. Yea, I luv hist! Hahaha.

I got my prelim timetable today. *blink blink* It's in 5 weeks!!!!

posted by gracie @ 7:00 PM

Day at the birdpark was fun and I grew to like hawks, eagles and vultures! All those birds of prey are just so cool and beautiful! The bird trainers were also nice guys and though the work was dirty and smelly, I enjoyed it! Oh yea and the fairy penguins were super cute, very adorable! Haha, I should volunteer more often at the birdpark when I have time =)

Sigh. Getting back my results. Guess it's time to work triple hard.

posted by gracie @ 11:32 PM

THE GREEKS WON. I cant believe it. It's all wrong. How saddening.

posted by gracie @ 4:50 AM

Had a haircut yesterday at pointers far east. It doesnt look any much different just shorter and neater i guess and theres a more definite right parting. My classmates would always say why the heck am I going for a haircut when I have little of it anyway. But, ummmm........i just like haircuts and hair wash.

The final is about 14 hours away? Haha.. Portugal must win! I dont want the Greeks to win. They play boring football, will only drive me to sleep. Besides, the Greeks should be satisfied getting this far and beating even France and Czech. Gunning for Portugal all the way!

Yay, I am going to the birdpark to feed birds tomorrow. Hopefully I get to feed the penguins!

posted by gracie @ 12:04 PM

yeah!!!!!! common tests are over!!!!

well, most probably dead for common tests.. wait till I get my results then.
I watched Spiderman 2 today with Jaz and Meg after our Hist paper at Plaza Sing.. crowded with people, hmm mostly students like us. The movie was good but it doesnt beat Troy yet! haha.. hmm I am thinking Tobey Maguire looks much much better in his spidey suit masked. woohoo, I like to see spiderman swinging across the buildings of NY city, absolutely cool!
Samuel Lim told us today he's organising an end-of-yr trip to Italy! Yep, to Venice and Rome for 10 days! wuahaha!! I must go!

posted by gracie @ 6:51 PM