i left my cow in the trashcan

posted by gracie @ 5:03 PM

Care for some tongyi instant noodles?
I bet you will crave for more after looking at these adverts:
http://www.fangbianmian.com/club/club_01.htm

1. click on those which feature Jay
2. you can either choose to view them directly from the source using wmp or you can right click on the "download here" button and "save target as"
3. drool over those delicious looking noodles (and of cos Jay as well)
4. Scroll down the page and you'll see more of Jay! in some pretty cool wallpapers
5. enjoy :)

posted by gracie @ 3:52 PM

I need to get rid of any bad attitude that I may/possibly have. yeeks. It's like when I'm lost in studying, I dunno if what I'm studying actually gets absorbed into my teeny brain. urghh.

why why why?
Then I'll start thinking if I'm actually studying. Or just putting the notes in front of me reading. Or is there a difference? Arghh.

Come on Grace, where's your momentum? Where's your determination?
Remember your promise to study hard?
where where where?

It's hard to juggle time in uni. Seriously, I think all those reading now are nodding their heads. Time is like never enough. never.

There's this little fear in me.. that history is gonna repeat itself. lousy grades, heck care attitude. I dun wanna flunk my papers!

It's time asking Him for more grace.

posted by gracie @ 2:13 AM

Meiqi is gone... to a faraway land called England. Didn't manage to see her off at the airport on Sunday coz of work. I guess I'd burst out crying if I'd been there. I'm not exactly someone who remains calm in scenerios like this. I've never been able to master the art of curbing an urge to cry. I'd just cry silently.

I remember Meiqi was my first ever official sitting partner in class way back in Sec 1. I remember we used to poke fun at Mrs Khoo our math teacher who was crazy about teletubies. I remember we both almost flunk our first math test (our scores were 1 mark different).

Think I'll miss her... and I pray she's good in that foreign place, meeting nice people and having a great time!

Ever thought of the happy times and wished you were back there again? I think I'm someone who doesnt wanna let go of old times, esp the good old times.. they keep me going you know. Recently, a friend of mine said that there's no point in doing so... coz what's gone is gone, we should just look ahead. WAH. This kinda send several bullets into my chest. I never thought someone could feel like that, with no regards for past memories at all...

posted by gracie @ 12:18 AM

i m dead beat, aching butt, aching arms, bruised palm all into one package. it's been quite a while since my body's ached to its limit. tired but it feels good!

fri morning was supposed to meet my og at harbour front at 10am. i arrived at 10.17am and thought i was very late already.. so i rushed all the way to mac, then... there was no one in sight! AHHH. i waited and waited and finally i started to call everybody. gwen just woke up while alex n eileen didnt answer my call. WAH. i feel like fainting at that moment. so in the end it's just me and aaron stoning and talking about almost anything under the sun before the rest finally came hours later. but we still had fun at sentosa playing beach volley, swimming and baking under the sun. anyway me being so forgiving decided to forgive all who were late.. hahahahaha.

later that night i went for my virgin night cycling with the odac peeps. it was a good experience and definitely requires alot of energy (okay, i shall consider jogging more often now). the fun part was going through those dark deserted roads down the slopes (not up! it's super tiring). it feels real good when you are going fast! i was also really impressed by boss's (aka odac president) $1000 bike!! and he cycled from his home in bukit timah to east coast park to changi village to meet us.. (wah wah wah) later on our journey to jalan kayu for prata, we were caught in the rain. heavy rain and we were all drenched and cold.. really really cold!!! -sniff-
i was really shagged by the time we completed our journey and was back at ecp. thanks to denis and steven for making the trip more memorable, to steven for his as-usual-really-extra-cold jokes and to denis for looking after me :)

-sniff-

posted by gracie @ 1:12 AM

I m burnt! Just ONE day under the sun and I m burnt! zhen mei you yong!!!!

pretty quickly the week is half gone. *blink blink*
like all other weeks, this week runs pretty quickly...
Didn't manage to go down to NUS today to visit the guys
coz me and dear roomie woke up at 1pm (wuahaha)
we talked the whole night, or rather the whole morning before the sun rose.
about love, about life, about God.
it's good talking like that coz I feel much better after that
no matter how lousy or down I was feeling before
thanks roomie

posted by gracie @ 10:48 PM

Grace shouts from the centre of the earth, "My brother Alex Lim Hong Yao is NOT stupid, ugly, silly and old!!!"

He's the best brother Grace can have =)

posted by gracie @ 11:51 PM

some thoughts on love...
(thought provoking okay! I've been thinking about this since 5am this morn)

a guy fren of mine says, "You never marry the one you love. The one you love always remains as only the one you love." He doesn't believe in marrying the person you love most but marrying the person who happens to be there at the right place at the right time. And then, both of you want to settle down. So.. -poof- wedding bells ring... agree?

The greatest gift ever is love.
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;
does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;
bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
1 Corinthians 13

posted by gracie @ 11:13 PM

the term break is here!! but there's so much more work to be done.
neverending...

ODAC peeps going desaru cycling and various trekking trips... wont be joining them though. hope they have lots of fun!! I sense the wave of commitments crashing into me soon... yesterday was hall recre subcom meeting. Today there's hall biz mag subcom meeting... busy busy. And not forgetting getting pond-ed at Nanyang Lake yesterday!! second time into that muddy lake.. always wonder what's lurking inside.. (I've seen lots of tortises and roomie claimed to have seen an unidentified crawling animal) Got pond-ed coz it's Youyi's(lives below me) birthday.. in the end all the freshies, yr 2s and him got thrown into the lake. haha.. what a tradition..

events for term break:
ODAC night cycling
Mamba outing
Pumpfest+ATC meeting
Percussion guys/gals outing
working for snow.wolf.lake @ indoor

Not to forget catching up on my readings.. jia you jia you!

posted by gracie @ 3:04 PM

look at this! any idea who's this? YES you are right he's none other than Ian Thorpe! -GOSH- I'm surprised by how he looks now. with all that beard and unkempt hair.

Doesnt look too good, does he?

Anyway I feel so relieved now coz I finished all that I have to do before term break (hurray!) Thank God for bringing me thru this whole crazy week. I could have jolly well gone into aslym. But... the readings ARE still piling up. Gotta persevere!

I am in so many committees! ODAC ATC publicity, hall recreation sub com, hall biz mag sub com and hall drama. WAH.

posted by gracie @ 4:35 PM

Waiting for dear roomie to be back so we can go for dinner (as always..). So terribly sickening, I think I hate eating dinner now. Where were the times I could smell my dinner even when I'm 2 metres away from my door and then pop into my living room and mum will say, "Time for dinner!"??

I feel deprived of proper family life and dinner, yes dinner.

Sigh. Feeling tired, stressed out and brain dead but I still have 1 essay, 3 summaries and 1 presentation to complete by today. Shoot me please.

posted by gracie @ 7:10 PM

My lappie's dying!!!!!! (no more batt)

and I'm dying... (information overload)

posted by gracie @ 12:24 AM

posted by gracie @ 5:33 PM

It's 3.13am and I can't get to sleep. These days my clock is going haywire... been sleeping at weird hours and waking up in the afternoon. BAD!! And I feel that I haven been eating right.. no 2 portions of fruit and veggie!! -sobs- I miss the food my mom cooks.

Uni life is busier than I thought. Who says it's slacker than JC? (C'mmon own up now!) Been bombarded with mid-term tests and presentations, plus the mountains of readings lying on my desk... really cannot afford to lag behind lah!

Suddenly this new environment seems to be swallowing me up.

It's like a table covered with dust. You smack the table, the whole lot of dust flies up. But after some time it settles back unto the table again, even though the speck of dust will not lie on the same spot.

I'm back on the table once again.

"Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has set down at the right hand of the throne of God." - Hebrews 12:1-2

posted by gracie @ 3:10 AM

I did something stupid on my lappie
Now it's at the ice age era
with completely nothing in it
AHHHH.........

posted by gracie @ 2:38 PM