i left my cow in the trashcan

the match is here! 8pm. jalan basar stadium. live on ch i. the lions vs the samurais. ok, Singapore vs Japan for the 2006 world cup qualifiers. yeah! Nakata is here! Inamoto is here! hahaha.. i think the chances of Japan winning are higher. we shall see. yeah, it's getting exciting coz i haven seen Nakata play for a long time, which reminds me i must get cable. urghh. i wonder how the performance of the s'pore team will be. i shall be patriotic and support the home team but.. err.. haha i think i'll end up screaming for Nakata! hehe, pls dun be misled that girls watch soccer only to look at guys. skill is crucial as well as looks. haha.

posted by gracie @ 5:05 PM

ok, i saw darren's and evelyn's wedding last night. it was absolutely gorgeous and funny. evelyn was very sweet and pretty and i love her hair and gown.. the bridesmaids were looking great too.. i was most touched at the scene when darren stepped into the room, amazed and stuned by evelyn, grasping with one hand over his mouth. his eyes were full of emotion-love and evelyn was also tearing. those are tears of happiness? i guess so.. i think that scene was most real.. when he said, "Dar, we are finally getting married after waiting for so long," i was also tearing. i cant help it.. it was very heart-warming.

posted by gracie @ 2:27 PM

it's late. and i've been slacking. urghh. no good. maths tut is piling up like mad! anway i got tix to music fest! thanks to my junior class priscilla who helped the few of us- megan, jaz, me and minghui, to queue for them.. i heard there was almost a fight because only the first 33 ppl can get tix for that day since on fri only 330 tix were avaliable and each can buy a max of 10. haha, feel so smart, i was at home slacking but i got the tix.. lolx. the one who almost got into the fight was the AA guy aka zhongwei/zongwei. super attract attention la him.. oh yah talking about him reminds me that he has got hot legs.. haha.. the muscular kind.. haha, that's perhaps his only quality? well.. today went to vj to meet the rest of the hist peeps to head to RI for some hist talk.. saw the entire softball guys team and my jaw almost dropped when i realised they have all shaven their heads. erm.. no comments. hahaha.. ok la, that's unity=P
the hist talk was boring.. the australian prof. was talking about stuff that we already know.. eh, so me jaz n meg ended up playing bingo, followed by hangman.. haha den *poof* it's time for reception! haha.. the only thing we looked forward to. the food was quite nice and we grabbed them and ended up so full there was no room for lunch.
was on friendster just now, trying to locate old friends.. haha.. and i found my childhood crush... heh.. he's still as good looking man. oh yah and i saw Allan's new pic on his friendster page- without hair! haha.. all shaven as an army recruit.. but still as cute.. i'll always remember Allan as the cute fun smiley SA councillor who never fails to brighten my day with his "good morning saints!".. aiyah.. now thinking of all the SA stuff again...
whoaa, it's almost one.. shd go do tut or something since i cant slp..

posted by gracie @ 12:40 AM

urghh.. today i waited 15 minutes for my bus and when it came there were so many people squeezing their way up and i had to let them coz i dun wanna push and jab. so in the end i couldnt get up the bus and i had to wait another 15 minutes. urghh. super irritated. cant there be a double-decker? den i m sure everyone can go up. Later at the lift to my block were 3 men, 2 pri sch kids, me and another guy.. the max. limt is like 580 plus kg.. but the life beeped and beeped insisting it was overloaded. pissed. so in the end the guy got out. the rest of us in the lift were puzzled and we questioned the credibility of the wt. limit. what cute neighbours i have.. haha. and the pri sch boy living beside me was totally adorable. =) the pri sch kids were giggling over the overloaded incident. haha. if i m the one who got out i think they will think i m the cause of it. urghh. and the guy who got out was skinny. conclusion, i have a crazy lift.

posted by gracie @ 7:03 PM

whoo.. nice pic eh=))))

posted by gracie @ 10:56 PM

"Please mean it when you say I love you." --me
i m coming up with quotes from myself daily..haha. so lame but anyway it's the hols! yeah, after econs test today i was so relieved. finally common test (round 1) is over... yesterday "took leave from sch" and stayed at home to study econs.. i ended up watching daniel wu's "Princess D" for 2 hours.. but i did study la, for the rest of the time.. then in the evening had to go to my aunt's condo for bbq.. stayed till 10 plus then i realised i cant remember a single thing about advantages and disadvantages of international trade.. gosh. i studied till 12 plus trying to squeeze everything in my brain and woke up earlier this morn to study too.. man, so tiring.
in the afternoon I went with minghui and megan to the UK edu fair where we practically walked to all the booths asking about the courses we wanted to do. mh was asking about dentistry and megan asked about law and archeology. as for me, i asked about journalism and history and social sciences. basically law and medicine are the most competive and require minimum grades of ABB or AAB. i was so tempted to study in UK after i browsed through everything.. but MONEY! no money..! and i guessed my parents will want me to stay in Singapore. Among all the UK universities we saw, Uni of Birmingham, Queen Mary and Bistrol are the most appealing...but we had an unhappy experience with one guy at the Uni of Newcastle booth. well, he was er.. unfriendly. haha.
yeah got my vj soccer jersey today coz xue kept in the locker for me.. THANKS XUE! the jersey is chio. yep, we all thought so.. haha. heard from megan that chan yang leng aka my CT took down the names of those absent from sch on fri.. opps.. hope i'll be fine which i guess i will be... =P

posted by gracie @ 4:50 PM

yeah! i got a newsletter from Daniel today! =))) he just had a knee operation and is resting at home now.. yep, i'm gonna send a get well soon card to him! and also ask him for his autographed photo. wuhaha, im in a good mood. thanks for ur concern=)

posted by gracie @ 10:16 PM

January babies:
1. Jay Chou (18th)
2. Hidetoshi Nakata (22nd)
3. Mark Chay (27th)
4. ME! (31st)

posted by gracie @ 5:20 PM

i feel so sad for myself sometimes... anyway i lost my nalgene orange bottle. i felt like dying when i realised i had left it in the bus.. it's like a premonition. telling me that something bad is gonna happen. well. true enough.. i feel like dying now too. bad things always happen one after another. i m so jinxed. urghh. i m just feeling terrible now.. gonna vent all my fustrations. ok, i need to think about happen things.. but it's kinda sad that humans can't erase their memory as and when they like and we have to live and put up with unhappy stuff. yucks. why is it that one can be happy this second and in the next moment everything in life becomes so meaningless? i have always been asking myself what is the meaning of life, but till now i don't seem to have an answer. so sad. my life is sad, all 18 years i can't find something to feel that life is worthy. maybe i m putting on a mask, this mask that shows the happy me but all this while the sad me is hidden, buried. only when the night has come, when silence greeted me or when a sad song or movie triggered some form of emotion in me that the true sad me emerges. well. i seriously doubt myself sometimes. i feel disillusioned. yucks. when are things gonna get better?

posted by gracie @ 8:10 PM

after hist test today, i think i'm a goner. gonna get terribly terriorised by mr samuel lim..oh, arghh. yeeks. i hope mon's a sch hol so i wont see him.. but at his rate of marking i'll most prob get my paper back on tue! *crosses fingers*
last thur our hist class s61+62 celebrated mr sayers birthday during our hist tutorial. well, mr sayers let us have the period to revise for our test so the moment he left the room we started planning on what to give to him.. some suggested a cake n crazy nicholas wanted to get fish cakes.-_-" haha, but i suggested pancakes.. 60 pancakes for mr sayers' 60th birthday! haha.. yep.. after much considersation, we all thought it was a great idea. so we fork out $3.60 each(one set of 3 costs $1.80 n we have 10 ppl). we called mac's delivery service and then jazreel sponsered a birthday card.. we all thought of a perfect plan to present it to him when the lesson ends, but hula! he came back to class even before the pancake arrives and in the midst of us signing the card! we frantically tried to keep everything under wraps but i think mr sayers suspected something.. haha.. we all just laughed and pretended to study.. den the delievery man called jazreel and then she, meagn, mabel n sa'hidah decided to "go to the toilet".. haha n the rest of us waited impatiently... the moment they entered we all sang birthday song for mr sayers n presented to him four stacks of 60 pancakes! haha.. i could see that he was real touched n all of us took a photo.. yep.. it was so nice! i cant wait for Cliff to send us the photos.. yep den i'll put them up for all to see...

posted by gracie @ 6:44 PM

i dunno if this post ever gets up coz i think there's something wrong with this blog! urghh.. anyway it's ok, i'll still write. good news! Mark Chay's coming back to S'pore in June! haha.. yeah.. if Megan's in S'pore then, maybe Mark will celebrate her birthday with her.. haha, den mayb i can tag along or haha, stalk them or something.. (sorry i m cranky)
mass com talk was great coz i learnt a great deal about the course and stuff.. hmm.. it's not as easy as i thought! sigh.. but xue n me were still very excited at everything.. the radio n audio broadcasting were so cool.. behind-the-scenes is cool!! if i had taken the poly route, mass com would be different. 3 yrs in poly den a yr in an overseas uni.. well, the recognition is different. NTU is definately a better choice(if i get in the sch of mass com!). yep.. so now my choice should be pretty clear.. mass communications in NTU! i even thought of what to take as my minor, most prob Hist. haha.. my life would be so fufilling.. i m still in a delimma.. should i retake my SAT? sigh. NTU doesnt require SAT.. but my third choice which is business management @ SMU requires SAT! well.. mayb i can take the SAT again in Dec, after the A's. the bad thing is i'll be wasting my parents' bucks. and i also have to study(after A's) for the SAT. urgh. cant make up my mind. shall get the others' opinion, like Dolly's.
today i m in a fairly good mood.. but i hate myself for not mugging hard enough. i look at Daryl n Yos i get stressed up, esp. Daryl. think he's the no.1 mugger in class now.. i was spending around 2 periods in the library's com lab adding people on friendster.. haha.. people like Orlando Bloom(no kidding). i practically found the entire cast of LOTR.. nah i didnt find Peter Jackson. haha.. maybe i'll get the chance to know Orlando or something, since we are connected in one way or another.. like Megan to Billy to Elijah to Orlando..hahaha
have decided to watch "In America" soon, coz i think it should be a nice movie for me to enjoy n relax.. n i haven been to the movies since the last time i watched the return of the king the 2nd time@ Lido. n i wanna catch "Mystic River" n "Cold Mountain"! No time no time no time.. !!

posted by gracie @ 6:40 PM

i joined Daniel Wu's mailing list!! haha.. so i'll receive updates from him..kinda excited man.. n i got his email add too.. daniel_wu_1@hotmail.com
wuahaha.. it's raining heaviliy outside, m listening to perfect 10 n i m in super good mood. today was a boring day at sch, except for samuel lim's tutorial coz as usual he terrorised ben foo n all of us.. i was so scared he would call on me coz i seriously cant remember wad all the different historians said.. luckily i scrape thru.. but samuel lim hates SLACKERS! nono.. i can't be one.. i'll work hard for hist=) megan doesnt seem to be in a very good mood today.. well, she'll be well n laughing n be herself tmr.. yep. i told jazreel that we should set up a sychronised swimming club during our GP lesson n she got very hysterical n all excited.. haha.. if it is possible la. it'll be so fun! decided the next time i go swimming i shall experiment with some moves.. haha.. so chessy eh.
suddenly i m feeling so glad to have nice bunch of classmates, esp those i hang out with.. they help me live each day in VJ.. yep. "Thanks 03s61 peeps!" haha.. tmr there's mass com talk in sch, whoa i m so excited! can't wait!

posted by gracie @ 6:45 PM

hey.. today's the first day of march, less than a week to my hist common test n less than 2 weeks to my econs common test. yep, decided to get a new place to write in because the previous site was too much of a hazzle(i think).. anyway, i have to get down on my revision for hist coz i dun wanna get terrorised by mr samuel lim.. haha.. it's SCARY ok.. oh yah n today's mr sayer's birthday- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR SAYERS! hmm.. i shall stop here now.. cyaz

posted by gracie @ 6:00 AM